Chapter One: A Dream is Just a Dream right?
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The following lonely is a horror story and as such, depicts violence, and some gore please be advised
Amaki still couldn’t recall why she was here. The odd fit of amnesia she felt was intense. Had she wandered in here, did she fall, did she seek shelter from the rain? Every way she looked at it no answer felt right. It was an odd feeling like she was at home yet the place was unrecognizable to her. She felt if she looked around maybe her memory would jog, and so she traversed the halls, to the families bedrooms. As she approached, the walls here were pretty intact, aside from the mold and smoke damage most of the rooms remained in a nicer condition then the rest of the house. There were four rooms circling the end of the hall, two on the left missing their doors, one on the right with a door broken off its latch, and the last of the right the door shut tightly.
Peering into the rooms on the left, she saw the tattered remains of the beds that once sat here, ornate pictures scared and mangled by some denizen or maybe vagrants in the area. Stepping in she noticed the wall between the two left rooms was collapsing, she surmised this was the parents room and perhaps a room for grandparents or another older family member. They were lined with what once were the decorations of someone more mature. The far corner a large mirror sat attached to another small desk. She looked into it, peering into the one eyed reflection staring back at her. Amaki was hit with a wave of nostalgia, her mother had something like this. She would sit with her mother while she dolled herself up each day, before her father returned home from a long day. The ornate design of silver mixed with the reflective mirror made it glow in the afternoon sun. Amaki looked in the mirror and saw her makeup, the small amount she would use, covering up the blemishes like her mother had taught her, the small wings applied to her eyes with liner, and extenuating her eyelashes. She let out an empty laugh that echoed across the main floor. She had it much easier than her mother, she thought, only one eye to worry about. She began to let out a small chuckle, when she saw a shadow dash across the scape that was behind her. Startled Amaki whipped around to face whatever it was her heart racing, hand reaching for the pouch around her leg holding her kunai and shuriken.
Amaki turned to see a young girl in a black night gown staring up at her, her long brunette hair flowing down to her hips, and to piercing blue eyes staring up at her filled with tears, and reddened as if she had been crying recently. The young girl had to have been young maybe six or seven, perhaps nine? Amaki felt saddened, the poor girl must be a vagrant looking to stay out of the rain. “Hey, little one,” Amaki said, kneeling down to eye level with the girl, “what are you doing-,” the young girl quickly cut Amaki off with a loud sniffle. “M-momma, are you momma,” the young blue eyed girl said. Her speech was lacking for a child her age, leading Amaki to believe that maybe the child had been alone for a lot longer than she had any reason to be. “I-I’m sorry, I’m not your momma, but we can—,” again Amaki found herself cut off of words as the little girl began to sob. “W-w-where is my momma, I haven’t seen my momma, s-she… does her makeup like you, she is a nice lady. She went missing… with daddy!” The little girl said through a waterfall of tears her pale face had gone red and she was choking up between the words. Amaki slowly approached the child, and gently put her arms around her. “It’s okay, its okay, little one I’m sure they haven't gotten far. Where is your home, maybe you all just got separated near here,” Amaki comforted the girl slowly putting her back the child hugged her back tightly. Slowly she started to quiet down and looking up at Amaki, she said, “Momma looks just like you but with two eyes, and a tiny bit taller, daddy is tall with black hair, and blue eyes. He smells really good too, kinda like momma but fancy.” Amaki found herself chuckling as the little girl spoke to her. It reminded her of when she was little. Saying such silly descriptions of people, innocent descriptions that would mean nothing to others. Amaki looked at the young girl and asked again “Can you show me where you live, maybe Momma and Daddy returned back home?” The little girl shook her head with a sad look, and pointed to the floor. “We live here, but I can’t find them. Daddy shouldn't be home yet, but momma….” Amaki felt her heart sink as the girl revealed this was her home feeling unsettled by the revelation. The girl pointed to the makeup mirror, “Momma usually does her makeup before Daddy gets home,” Amaki turned looking from the mirror to the girl, the child had taken several steps back. Her left eye missing from an empty socket, blood pouring from where a beautiful blue eye once sat. She cried out a glass shattering scream in agony, looking at Amaki, before turning and running from the her through the broken wall to the next room and out into the hall, she could here the door close out in the hall. Followed by the pained sobbing, that Amaki remembered all to well. “I-I-IT HURT’S, PLEASE….. NO MORE…, ,MOMMA, HELP ME WHERE ARE YOU,” the girl’s muffled cries coming from the other room.
Amaki felt terror, this place this, building, this house…. It was her childhood home. That little girl was her, how could that be, Amaki quickly ran through the possible solutions to the problem at hand, she must be under a genjutsu, that must be it. That's all this could be, this was impossible. She pressed her hands together forming the hand seals for release. Muttering release, she tried to break through the genjutsu, but she felt her chakra go out and dissipate as quickly as it moved outward. The young version of her, chuckled eerily… as Amaki put her hands to her sides. The child's laughter grew, and she could hear the child rolling on the floor in the other room. Pounding the door as the chuckle went from eerie to maniacal. Amaki stood up readied a kunai and walked out into the hall. “That isn’t going to work here,” the child said as Amaki approached the closed door. She put her hand on the knob and as soon as that happened the laughter stopped, and there was a loud sound, a viceral flesh ripping sound, followed by a loud cracking sound of bones breaking. Slowly she opened the door, there sat her younger self. Laying on the floor broken and mangled, arms twisted, and legs contorted in a way that was inhuman. On her face a large fanged grin sat, no longer did the child look innocent, laying in a pool of blood coagulating from a mixture of too lumps of flesh that lay in the room adjacent to each other. Her body slowly bubbled, and faded, leaving behind a puddle reflecting a large demonic eye staring out to her. The laughter of the child was replaced with a distorted deep voice chuckling amused, as the blood glowed, a long distorted red arm reached out from the pools reflection. Amaki backed away, tripping over the gritty wood floor, as the hand pursued her further into the hallway. She Scrambled trying to scream, before the hand grabbed hold of her by the neck snuffing out any chance of screaming for help.
She kicked and pulled on the hand as she was slowly dragged from the hall to the pool within the room. The chuckling grew louder and louder and into a terrifying cackle as she slowly was brought to it, her body scraping along the gritty splintered floor she could feel splinters digging into her soft skin, but her screams were silenced by the hand as it tightened around her neck. She reached out and dug her nails into the floorboards. She was only a few feet away from the pool. The copper scent of blood filled her nose, utter terror flowed through Amaki as her vision slowly blurred and her heart raced. Her nails dug deep into the wood she felt the arm slow significantly. However, before she got a moment to feel her small victory the arm slacked. Then with a hard yank she felt the nails tear off her fingers one by one ripping outward from her flesh. The arm yanked hard and harder till every finger lost its grip on the floorboards. Blood ran from the now empty cuticles and every path of escape had been lost, she looked up, felt the hard breath of a large toothy maw sitting over her head. As terror filled her eyes the maw began to shut slowly over her upper torso; she reflexively covered her face, as the fangs dug deeply into her arms she felt the weight of the jaws begin to crush her chest and then…
Amaki awoke in a panic as her head hit the floor alongside her bed. Her arms outstretched attempting to cover her body from impending doom. She paused for a moment before realizing she had been screaming in her sleep. She toppled the rest of the way to the floor and sat up, panic slowly subsiding and filling her head with logic, Another nightmare, she thought to herself. She let out a loud sigh, and stood up, before there was a loud knock at the door. Startled, she walked over to the door and peered through the peephole. She saw the old wrinkly silhouette of her neighbor, Mrs. Aiko. She sighed and opened the door unguarded, revealing herself to the older woman in the oversized night shirt that covered herself down to her knees. “Are you okay little one, I heard a lot of screaming again, was everything okay? No one is in here hurting you are they?” the old woman said as she peaked around Amaki’s shoulder peering into the dark room.
The old woman was like a grandmother to her, or well what she imagined a grandmother to be. Her graying hair which was usually tied up into a tight bun hung down to her shoulders gently relaxed on either side. Her wrinkly face held a bright smile, but she knew the old woman was not one to mess with, she was known for chasing tenants out of here when things got out of hand. Honestly she was scarier than the terror in her dreams when she was angry, but Amaki was always taken care of when the lady was around. “I’m okay Mrs Aiko, just a really bad dream,” Amaki said with a bow, and a slight awkward chuckle, “I’m sorry if i woke you from a pleasant one,” she said hoping to appeal to the woman’s motherly nature as not to invoke her wrath for disturbing her nights rest.
“Oh little Ina, you had left your window open it seems, I’m sure that a young child like you still suffers from night terrors, I used to hear you frequently when you first moved in and it seems to have gotten better in recent years. But i can’t have you running the other tenants of the building out,” Aiko said with a concerned look on her face, “If push comes to shove I will be left with no choice but to evict you, and my husband and I enjoy your company from time to time,” her words filled with both concern and worry.
Amaki wasn’t upset by that she understood, Mrs. Aiko had been very accepting over the years and she didn’t want to cause problems. “I’m sorry I’ll make sure to close up better before I go to bed, the last few days have been busy and I must have forgotten,” Amaki said in a sad tone. She wasn’t angry or upset but she was filled with worry, if she didn’t keep herself under control, she would be looking for a new home next. A stress that she didn’t want to deal with. “Well then if you are okay, just remember we are downstairs if ever you need to talk," Aiko said as she turned walking down the hallway. Amaki closed her door, walked over to get a drink of water then proceeded to splash her face in her bathroom sink. She looked up into the mirror, her one eye looked tired from the sleepless nights. The nightmares had never gotten better; they have only gotten worse over the years, since her visit in the hospital. She stared idly at her reflection, worry was beginning to set into her face. It was eating away at her when she heard the voice,
"She won’t miss you… you are alone…."
A familiar garbled and dry voice resounded in the bathroom. She looked around as if something stood behind her but she saw nothing. She stood there just as lonely as she always was when she was home. She must be going crazy, hearing voices now? Nightmares were one thing, but voices were another. She looked back to the mirror and was met with the pale humanoid-like being standing behind her. Its hair fell down in a long straight dark silhouette, with one singular horn sticking out of the left side of its head. Amaki froze, as the thing breathed heavy, and fast. It stood contorted in a manner like it was a corpse filled with rigor mortis. Amaki shakily balled her hand into a fist, she could feel the air against her skin as the creature huffed rapidly. She stared, afraid to move, afraid to blink, her eye drying in the air. Should she dart for the exit, should she run, or improvise a weapon? Was the thing even physically there? Her eye began to water and the eyelid against her will closed before she opened it again.
There in her face pressed against the otherside of the mirror like it was in some far off world on the otherside, it stood face pressed against the edge, showing the face of her long dead mother, rotted, with maggots crawling out her bloated skin. Her eyes were filled with an intense hatred, bloodshot, and bleeding a thick black ooze, while her mouth was twisted in a large toothy grin open mouth grin. The unsettling image caused Amaki to fall back in surprise, yet the reflection had disappeared revealing nothing but the room within its vision. Amaki began to bawl dry heaving as her empty stomach produced nothing but water onto the floor near her. “Why, why can I not get a single night's rest,” she cried as the image of her mother who was long gone, and since devoured appeared in some unholy demonic form stuck on the other side of the mirror, was now burned into her memory. She bawled until she passed out exhausted from a mixture of lack of sleep and the extent of her insanity that was this night. This time she dreamed nothing, a black eternity, that as soon as she had fallen asleep she found herself fluttering her eyes open, the sunlight having peered into the bathroom through a nearby window.